i think you cannot confide/whine in people you just met for a few weeks because this changes their opinion of yu, usually unconsciously, because humans are flawed and this hinders the advancement of a good friendship to be.
because i probably have subconsciously and now by saying this it is now consciously am forming different impressions of people (acquaintances/new friends) who do it.
i think - sadly - that even tho i didnt whine (because i know of this truth i mentioned) - there are some acquaintances who now subconsciously think im stupid and do not want to be associated with me anymore. which i think may have jeopardized blooming great friendships to be - can't really blame them, the problem's in me. so now ive got to work to rectify the problem - myself - so that i) more importantly it helps myself and i need it, ii) change the opinion of these acquaintances so that the flower can bloom again.
im just not so sure i can do it by myself har - i think too much. or i think i couldn't help but whine a bit eventually because im so used to it.
but then yu can say these acquaintances are not worth the friendship eventuallly. but i guess if i were to do that to pple why cant pple do that do me then if so i won't be worth anyone's friendship either.
i whine to my longer time friends. these friendships was built up without the whinings to begin with and now can stand the test of the whine. or at least i hope - but that's not the issue now because im fully comfortable with my old time friends. i love them to bits. funny how it never bothered me earlier - or maybe i just never stopped to articulate them - when i made friends earlier ha i think expectations have just risen exponentially.
acquaintances/friends/soulmates.
i bought a new watch! its digital cause i can't read analog watches.
btw on a completely different note: IM VERY SORRY SARABIRD and GERI for making yu worry one hour about mEEEEE. haha im sure yu all had a hair raising experience =) much love. hee. i REALLY didnt mean it really really really really.
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