Wednesday, January 07, 2009

love rah

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i think im moving to multiply.
rahrahrahrah.multiply.com
it appears that its easier to upload photos there.
however now that ive just tried it doesnt seem so
but since this blogger window is open i might as well type sth here. haha

love rah

Sunday, March 25, 2007

because ther was telling me about her being pro at getting into a pro dance club. i told her about my day and since i spent a while typing it out i thought i might as well just copy and paste and edit some parts into here to save the trouble.

...
let me tell yu about my day.

today i made a terrible blunder at the game this morning for nus and that caused the team a goal. i almost caught a high ball, missed it and it dropped into the goal from the top. really bad.
i dun remember much but it was a like super. heart wrenching moment. boo
ya and because of that goal the score was like 2-1 to us DOWN. really bad scenario i felt totally like crying. ya and my dad was watching cause he fetched me all the way to tampines from church and so to save fuel he stayed to watched so we could go home together. i think it was partially that. his presence in stark white behind the goalpost and arriving 10 minutes before the game started - it wasnt the best of days.
hai ya but anyway the moment it dropped like just .. a few cm behind the border of the goalpost. but still very obviously in. i felt like . undescribable. really bad.

but anyway. everyone was quite okay with it. even tho that meant we were behind by 1 goal. and bin bin and jannah my senior keepers were really encouraging at the sides. i slightly remember motioning a hand and offering a very succint sorry. and they were like no nevermind its ok its ok focus and ya that helped a lot i dunno why but it calmed me down.

ah well. then finally the first period was over and we were talking and wah i totally felt miserable. just sat there thinking. and stoning and praying very hard for God to help me calm down and just help me.

then the second period came and there were so many good chances to score but we never converted and i was really worried and nervous it was a really bad feeling. but the finally shen scored a super nice goal and i was like O_O super elated and went to her muttering thank yu. thank yu. and for some reason the rest of the team came around me to celebrate - im not sure if it was cause hc said celebrate the next goal with me or was it cause of a good save cause thats what they kept saying. but that was really like. some form of redemption.

then apparently after that the second and third game, according to the wise words of hc - the coach, i made many good saves (they were really quite good i think - thank God haha like even after i hit the ball i was left reeling and thanking God) and then he said he was very happy that i focussed well after the terrible mistake. picking up and just keep going. sth about second chances and grabbing them etc etc.

very emotional game - in the end we hit a goal galore windfall cause i think after the deficit grew, the other team gave up a bit and the final score was 10-2. hc gave me a round of applause twice, once after the second period and another time after the team debrief - didnt know the best way to react but just to smile it away but i was really relieved
it was a very intensive 3 periods i wont forget this match for a long time as well man.

on another note.
i had a 3 hour skype session with my dearest friends who were in london over the last few days
ren jo and chan my darlings. hai but the rubbish technology tehere got no VIDEO. so they bascially spent 3 hours staring at me while i just listened to them banter. the them. being jo's THREEE words of sth sth "hi rah, goodnight" and she was dead to the world and then ren also with her usual banter and then she could tahan anymore and finally chan who survived very long the ultimate winner she talked until 6 am her time amazing she'll make a good houseman. house - woman haha

and then later that day we skyped again, this time only jo and chan. and they harmonized over skype. and it sounded very good. i really miss harmonizing. and their voices. baa and they both cannot do the duets properly without me hahaha cause they both usually sing the higher ones and they kept mixing it up.

and johnny i had a 4 hour kbox session with him the day before the day before that
his voice is the ultimate best lah. i love his voice so full of emotion haha
ive yet to find another GUY who can sing chinese songs IN TUNE.. not to mention emotion.

im at macs now. its 12:43 am
theres this lady who has been pacing about the macs area for 2 hours already. its quite disturbing.

i feel so full of pfa love. FRIENDS. i really miss yu all. hai =(

love rah

Saturday, February 10, 2007

jonk's mac and me and ther 'hanging out' in the library.

okaeee. i have these completely. medical. jokes that are so not not funny copyright me haha

what vessel in the head and neck is the worst vessel to make friends with!!!

the
superficial temporal vein

why? because the fella is superficial, temporary and vAin haha =))

i think the vain part is pretty good yahh ha

andd
another one -
what hole in the skull makes you crazy for a guys

- its purposely grammatically wrong because the answer is grammatically wrong too

the
mental foramen!! haha where (foramen is some rubbish latin name anatomists use to describe a small hole in the bone or elsewhere)

and a pretty random retarded one.

if i put my little finger to the back of my head what am i representing?

--
pinky and the brain!!

.
spending mental power on useless things like that
wheeee
but some pple do find it pretty funny in fact its spreading! i was just about to tell the 'joke' to someone and the person was like oh that one i know it ..
copyrights to me! hahaha

anyway.
today i went to play frisbee ifg hahaha wheee frisbee is harder than i used to think it was and pple can get damn good at it with super nice throws its called ban1 men2 nong4 fu3, where you try to make an axe in front of the real pros in the idiom but whoa there were some good pple but anyways. chan called and i kept missing it and i finally got it minutes before the first game started but i had to stop the call halfway to sub in because there were only 3 girls in our team and WOMAN im very sorry and i really miss you it was very good to hear your voice and listen to all the random nonsense again and yah yah spread the jokes to the brits and can we skype tonight please

boo anyway our team was pure m1s and powerful with pravin, kenneth, paul, xiwern, matthew, lifeng and yanyi and we are all noobes except for 3 pple. so anyway we lost one drew one and beat another one but we were rather close to getting into the semis but we lost on goal difference. wasted wasted wasted we beat the last team 7 nil but the team we drew beat them 9 nil baaaaaaa

hon says i shud siphon more money from my tuition kid because im getting robbed here the market rate is so much higherrr. how about travelling fees to her house!

i miss the sun.

love rah

Saturday, January 20, 2007

hilarious clip of them being unglam

and the first episode 20 minute clip of HANA KIMI

花樣少年少女

where the second word is YANG4 (as in same) in fan ti
its fan subbed in ENGLISH some pple are really commited to this
and i dunno about the quality of the english subtitles i havent seen it yet but its a easy to watch clip if yu are addicted and not happy go to youtube and look for other videos or episodes yourself.

ella nu ban nan zhuangs into a boy's school (FOR A VERY STUPID REASON .. but nonetheless..) its a very cute show with tons of shuai ge's and ella is really very funny and she can act stupid and with really AMUSING characters like this deadpan gay doctor and some random guy who tells pple he can see spirits hovering around just randomly and lin junjie acts as ella's brother and many funny things its like the english version of SHES THE MAN the amanda bynes person show but this is more sweet because the guy she likes FINDS OUT she's a girl from the first episode but doesnt tell her, so its very sweet cause he manages to keep protecting her silently yet quietly observing all the stupid things she puts herself through for him ha and then there is another RETARDED character who is this over mad person very funny cause he's sSOO exagerated who thinks he's gay because he developes FEELINGS/electricity for ella - and these two guys are very shuai.

wheeeee

love rah

Friday, January 19, 2007

some replies

REN i dun see you on skype ler!! happy birthday in advance advance advance haha

i met johnny yesterday for dinner - twas a pleasant suprise that he MSGED me and told me he was around ghim moh and old rj and feeling nostalgic cause he was out for a astar psychometric pyschotic etc test so we braved the rain and storms and bad weather to have DINNERRR at holland v and we talked and talked about army life and school life and s.h.e and hua yang shao nian shao nu and how johnny is now tall dark and handsome and even more hot (because he speaks jap - according to woochiao - johnny is as hot as him) .. which is.. well.. haha

and johnny has a penchant for tall fair long straight haired girls who look like they can get blown away by a strong gust of wind, preferably with dimples and straight teeth - aka WANG YUYAN, k candy and the likes and his new found attraction in the avril person from project superstar who fits the description above.
O_O hahahaha WELL.

and there are many things i learnt from HOUSE that applied to good use in pbl.

i read about phrechreocytoma which is a tumour of the adrenal gland and it secretes adrenaline and it was in the episode of house where the DEAD MAN (guy on death row) WAS DYING of unknown cause - death row cause he killed pple and after many tests and near deaths and stuff house finalyl diagnoses phreochreocytoma and its probable that the adrenaline secreted caused him the anger and strenght bursts to kill pple so he can actually appeal his cause woo haha
and it applied in pbl because apparently the woman produced symptoms that fits the icnreased secretion of adrenaline -

and then he mentione occar's syndrome - which can sound really cheem in explanation but just means most syndromes usually stem from one problem and not many

and one more thing i learnt cant remember what
but its pretty good.
i shall watch house nowww.

happy birthday paul -

love rah

Monday, January 08, 2007

the make eye smallest contest.
and the many butterfly model worthy shots - are not with me they are stuck in chan's with her lousy memory card reader.
and the hand and butterfly shots.

back to rj! haha with our skirts and our pe shirts for chan to study in the library and for me to pseudo mug.
full of memories.
i tried hovering ard the drinks stall area in front where ms low was sitting to make her think she's mad and deja vu ing but she hardly noticed haha so we just had to go up to her and force her to say hi to us.
ms hor amazingly recognized us from the back and called us ha and she never taught us even
and there were so many mini forms of 'us'.. random smaller version of pple that we know the same hair, shoes socks, hair clips, way they tuck in their shirt.
j1's now were our sec 1s! when we were sec4
i find that terribly tragic that we are now j4s too
chan made a lot of pple confused RETAINEEE.

good ol library with ORANGE BRIGHT CHEERY CHAIRS.
and scenary with puny rj rugby guys doing strange things on the field beloow. complete voyeurism.

and the lunch after that with ren and johnny and chan -
and ren's back in us i just had a random skype session with her the just on the skype and do our own things and occasionally babble things to each other hum a tune converse with yur roommate etc etc.
create the pseudo feeling that we are back in rj library muggging

pyschotic!
haha
but good.

love rah

Thursday, January 04, 2007

i think you cannot confide/whine in people you just met for a few weeks because this changes their opinion of yu, usually unconsciously, because humans are flawed and this hinders the advancement of a good friendship to be.

because i probably have subconsciously and now by saying this it is now consciously am forming different impressions of people (acquaintances/new friends) who do it.

i think - sadly - that even tho i didnt whine (because i know of this truth i mentioned) - there are some acquaintances who now subconsciously think im stupid and do not want to be associated with me anymore. which i think may have jeopardized blooming great friendships to be - can't really blame them, the problem's in me. so now ive got to work to rectify the problem - myself - so that i) more importantly it helps myself and i need it, ii) change the opinion of these acquaintances so that the flower can bloom again.

im just not so sure i can do it by myself
har - i think too much.
or i think i couldn't help but whine a bit eventually because im so used to it.

but then yu can say these acquaintances are not worth the friendship eventuallly. but i guess if i were to do that to pple why cant pple do that do me then if so i won't be worth anyone's friendship either.

i whine to my longer time friends. these friendships was built up without the whinings to begin with and now can stand the test of the whine. or at least i hope - but that's not the issue now because im fully comfortable with my old time friends. i love them to bits. funny how it never bothered me earlier - or maybe i just never stopped to articulate them - when i made friends earlier ha i think expectations have just risen exponentially.

acquaintances/friends/soulmates.

i bought a new watch! its digital cause i can't read analog watches.

btw on a completely different note: IM VERY SORRY SARABIRD and GERI for making yu worry one hour about mEEEEE. haha im sure yu all had a hair raising experience =) much love. hee. i REALLY didnt mean it really really really really.

love rah

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

mini's a great hostt.
wheee! i love us.

love rah

Monday, January 01, 2007

PFA gathering at chan's house last day of the year. finally a day when we REUNITE. earth fire wind water heart - when your powers combine I AM.. - CAPTAIN planettt random random random
but look at the amounts of pain we went through to get everyone in the shot ahaha and finally johnny is in the picture with parts of either me or chan getting cut we have more photos in chan's camera leh but WHY ISSIT CORRUPTED?! blearh.

and we played cluedo which is an annoying challenging fun use your brains complicated needs a lot of short term memory game hahaa with johnny's char kway teow and chan's prawn noodles and mr boddy who got killed in the conservatory with the lead pipe by professor plum

and then we made retarded videos of basically nothing at all. with the foam sword i gave chan me and johnny made videos of my stabbing of him and the sword looks like its going through him but its not. and the first time that silly boy put it under the arm on the side of the camera.. which is not the smartest angle to shoot such a scene but anyway when we got it right and he fell over dead haha and i removed it with a swish he had a owww over haha anyway bad acting on both parts video is in chan's computer

speaking of which i havent viewed the video i got from her com

and then we made another video now johnny is the murderer with him coming up to ren and slashing her head and it gets cut there and the next scene we make with ren's head covered under a blanket so it looks she's decapitated haha lagggy but altogether very funnn

i miss yu crazy peoplee. dun leave yet joo..
chan and ren have this plan of going back to rj library to study haha this week

and then my stupid phone refuses to work.
it went through a most retarded cycle of telling me when i wanted to delete messages that "there is not enough memory in the phone to complete the operation (of deleting!). delete some files first"
and after many hors of onning and offing and trying. to delete stuff it just said general system error and finally died.
so after johnny gave me a cab lift to orchard from chan's house i went over to wheelock to try my luck at the nokia service centre but duh it was closed

walking alone in the streets of orchard on new year's eve with the massive throngs on people is quite an interesting experience - so many people around yu with no one yu know just kinds of compounds the loneliness.

haha den finally finally headed down to mini's hosue in eunos to funkyfish gathering. i think a stay over makes much more sense than partying outside or anything dinnering stuff because yu have to CATCH the last train home tired and weary and full of smelly pple

haha i love the funkyfishes it was an ultra hilarious night before the countdown happened like 10 pple squeezed into mini's room which minuseing the bed and the cupboards and drawers is not a lot of space but we had many stations

station 1: watch tickle me elmo laff and laff its the latest edition very rare she boughtthe second last one in snigapore 1 hour after it arrived and its REALLY HILARIOUS the way the elmo laff was so endearing and cute and it can stand up and literally ROFL and start trembling all over with laffter and it'll say 'do it again!' super cute crazy elmo super adorable. its really a physics wonder thewhole centre of gravity rubbish how it can stand up and sit down and roll around all by itself whilst laffing

station 2: watch s.h.e on rah's mac. hua yang shao nian shao nu the show where ella nu ban nan zhuang into a school with tons of shuai ge's and the guy she likes knows shes a girl and another shuai ge has feelings for her and thinks himself as gay cause shes a 'guy' and the gay doctor in the school who is ultra dead pan and is the only other guy who knows shes a girl so she goes to him for help and he is like O_O i dun want to help yu but does so in the end. and many other random characters like this random guy who claims he sees a lot of 'friends' hovering aroudn pple. ultra funny

station 3: mini's pc with a multiplayer game with mosquitoes and bunnnys where 4 pple can play and compete to jump on top of each other and kill each other very addictive and never ending with the incessant buzzing of mosquitoes

station 4: bird alone mans the station with her msn windows - chatting and corresponding purposes

station 5: mini's laptop for all other miscellaneous purposes including loading of more eps of hua yang for the current addicts hahaha

pple who went : mini bird rah ivy sy karena sher sheehwee py

and then the countdown came and went without much significance haha because we were hustled out of the room from our respective stations 5 minutes before countdown to go to the tv and watch jjlin lip synch haha

well and then we had movie marathon 3 movies
watched anchorman which is a really random show with like O_O really random words hahaha very funny i loved it. "hot pot of coffee!!!" "my uncle's corncracker pipe!" "i love lamp" "i love carpet" "yu stay classy san diego"

and then since we were having a .. sleepover we watched the movie sleepover which was a complete chick flick about 14 year old girls doing strange scavenger hunts in the middle of the night but it was a fairy tale ending

and then at 5 am we starte dwatching 13 goinon 30 and jennifer garner is really cool hahaha and funnnyyy

love rah