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Monday, May 29, 2006


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Saturday, May 27, 2006


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Saturday, May 20, 2006


i got into medicine! thankGod.

i shall describe the semifinals of the girls hockey match.

whoo
only me whui and pau went i was expecting everyone else to be there so i came directly from work.
everyone else i think wanted to come for the finals.

so i arrived mid way thru second half. i didnt miss much. the score was still nilnil.

so i found charlene and vanessa and sat down and watched.
there was this j1 called geri and she was a team reject but she looked nice and positive about it. i think cause this year many of them didnt get in.

so they werent playing very well. it was pretty agonizing to watch.
and then suddenly there was a short corner.
O_O. against us
then it was suddenly deflected away and shOTTTTTT
and ithit the board and sa pple just went screaming and screaming and screaming awya..

and it was like OH shhh
dear.
O_O
what to do. like 5 minutes away from full time!
whoaa.

and suddenly it was full speed ahead the girls started chionging and started actually looking like theY WANTED the ball and then it was good.
there were much more attacking chances. and thennnnn
there was a break.
14 dribbled the ball past 1 defender
another defender
into the d
sees the keeper in front of her
ducks to the LEFT. - the reverse side
looks up
and SHOOOOOOOOOOOTS
and whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
reverse shot goal!
it was really nice!!
hahaha if 14 ever comes here to read it it'll be aisey.. hahaha

and mass euphoriaaaaaaaaa began

hahaha ther ewas actually HOPE.

den full time came
and went.
extra time
sudden death extra time.
and until no choice it was down too

PENALTIES.

whoa.
rj started first. and entered!
sa shot. and SAVED by our super pro thailand goalkeeper called suprasomething but we call her SOUP. and it sounds very nice to shout at. but it was a pro save like this fantastic dive to the right.
2.
rj shot entered!
sa shot entered!
score rj 2 sa 1
3
rj shot blocked by sa keeper!
sa shot entered! it was a rolling one.
score rj 2 sa 2
4.
rj shot entered!
sa shot entered!
score rj 3 sa 3
5. rj shot missed! it ROLLED out.
sa shot saved by rj keeper!
score rj 3 sa 3

SUDDEN DEATH. means the first to score and the other doesnt score wins.

6.
rj shot entered!
sa shot entered!

7.
rj shot saved by sa keeper
sa shot saved by soup!

8. rj shot missed! went completely wide
sa shot saved by SOUP very nice one i remember.

9. rj shot enetered!
sa shot entered!

can yu imagine the intensity of the tension.

10.
rj shot. MISSED. it was a weak rolling ball that anyone cud stop. sadly
sa shot. ENTERED. ... poor soup. just collapsed after that.

and sa was jubilently screaming and running all ard. it took a while for that to sink it tho. even tho we knew when it was over already.

so yah.

this to tell hodge that hey GOLD MEDALS DUN COME FALLING DOWN FROM THE SKY YOU KNOW.
and for a fact rj RUGBY. the most poseurs of them all. lost to SA
thumbs up to sa.

i remember after all the competitions we were hoarded up onto the assembly stage area in packs of pple and ccas to apparently "recognize" us for our efforts.
and it was more of a HASSLE for them. like 'ey hurry up dont waste time and walk briskly and shake yur hand DUN dilly dally and quickly walk to the other end we DONT HAVE ALL DAY"
i mean after all these months of hard work and training and helping yu all INCREASE yur tally of gold medals to 18 golds yu all are more interested in the amount of time we infringe on yur precious assembly time?

a bit. huh.

like in the end all yu care is the total number of gold medals oh 18 gold medals. hooray hooray we set a record man. like rj pple always do. bah.

there is almost zero school spirit. and everyone just takes for granted rj will get into the finals.
our finals. the amount of vj cheering was DEAFENING. and of course it totally boosted their morale. why also cause partially everyone else was at rugby.
and they value their every final they get into cause its so precious to them.
and titles they win they totally celebrate have days off.

okae so now i dun think yu'll get yur 18 gold medals this time.
maybe yu'll realize that for every gold medal won. that deserves a celebration and not just a mere mention of it at assembly.

okae. yes ive ranted.

that aside.
ive committed 5 months at the cancer centre. for the place at medicine. thank God. and thank God for dr koo a lot really he was so happy for us his face was just beaming
so dun keep saying everyone in rj who applied got it too cause its not very encouraging for either those who got in nor those who didnt get in.

love rah

Thursday, May 18, 2006


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Monday, May 15, 2006



back from kl. fatal mistake not to bring my charger. and joycelyn happily goes with half battery! okae and i was really silly not to bring my charger. and then shynlyn and grace's ones can use aa battery meaning they have abundant amounts of battery and yet they have limited memory- 150 shots. me and joycelyn had 300+ each but no BATTERY abundance. grr

anyway look at the nice food. we ate prata, yongtaufu and friends, the shopping malls are pretzel land they are half hte price they cost here, DUNKING DONUTS! haha that was a mint choc flavour. i shud have taken more photos of the food. and then we had some 4.90 chicken chop which translates Posted by Picasa

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Thursday, May 11, 2006


haha im going to kl in aobut 7 hours time i shud sleep soon.

but such a long journey there a lot of time to sleep what ar.

i just read my hockey journal thing and ive decided ot put in an empty notebook to chronicle my kl trip haha

haha which reminds me of my hockey trip to kl for training last year. which was a really unexpectedly pleasant trip. training food sleep training food sleep see i dun have a proper flow of things cause it was pretty messy. but mostly that. anyway it was a very short time too.

and so. kl here i come.

and i think the myheritage place is a good idea.

and im going kl, hongkong and laos! hahaha

and ive taken to playing isketch all over again. its addictive.

and ive got to wake up at 6am tmrw.

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this is what i do at work everyday. i write down here so maybe one year later i can read this and reminisce about how having nothing to do was ssuch a pleasure.

in the morning i wake up at 7:10. den i drag and drag until i final step out at 7:20. i step out of the hosue ard 740 - 750. i wear my cap. i have to catch the 750 train directly to pasir ris. den i squeeze in till my nose is barely in the train. that has changed slightly since i started wearing a cap. but everyday brings different smells. eesh.

den i stone and stare and do nothing. until i rreach outram. at ard 8:17am. and then on good days, i get a copy of today. on bad days i dont. nowadays i usually dont, and now i have no big enough bag to put the newspaper. so i cross the road. the first crossing barely finishes before the second one is mid way thru. and stone my way thru up to ncc. it is 8:23am. and then i enter the main entrace at 8:26am. and up the escalator i keep my ipod and my cap and sign in as 8:25.

so boring this minute by minute details. but its for me to read one year later. ha

and then. depending on the days. i get different doctors. i check the assignments.

on mondays. med onco days, its usually wongns and jchia. wongns is not shuai. altho everyone else seems to think so. joycelyn's ou xiang. but if i assist him in the morning it will be coupled with jchia in the pm whom joycelyn is not a fan of. wongns is slow but uh uh yah. and jchia is very fast. they both regret doing medicine. hahaha

on tuesdays. it used to be drkoo my ou xiang. hahaha but recently it has become sohlt who doesnt order a lot of blood tests but is a fan of doing weird things weird tests and weird requests. and she leaves a lot of unfinished patients she can multi task very well. and she reminds me of my mom. haha

on wednesdays. theres the et and drquah my other favorite dr who is so big and jolly. but its very boring cause radiation there's nth much to do. et can see about 40 plus patients in 2 hours. with 2 dr's helping him so its mad rush and then calm.

on thursdays. my favorite day of the week there's dr choo. its good cause jorene doesnt change my thursdays assignments randomly cause they cant cope with the rest of the doctors on thursday to begin with. and shes amazing. she broke her shoulder that day. and she told me she still drove with one hand.

on fridays. the most boring day of the week. the clinic seems unusually cold those days - cuase there's nth much to do. ive missed quite a lot of fridays due to public holidays and interviews. usually ej and johnlow. a lot of radiation and nth much happening.

so i come in at 830. sign in and look around. say hello
i answer phone calls "morning d clinic ncc YES?"
rather fiercely. because there are so many random calls aroudn the many phones in the clinic. and most of them are asking for staffnursetan.

then sometimes there is the troubleshooting where casesheets are missing and there are many avenues of attempting to resolve the problem by checking next tcu, which doctor, last tcu, movement file, trolleys, asking the nurse last assisting, checking c/s. before resorting to asking jorene.

then the caseshets from the mros come. radiation one comes first with mr ong and mr gan and they push in their trolleys loaded with PINK files. haha pink. and they give us this big book to sign. and the files for the day itself are signed first. and checked.
to check rad files. check for continuation sheets to one pile. then from that pile trace results from isoft. advanced tracing of notes from 3 days. so if its a friday, usually will be checking wednesday notes. and if got any mammograms put up the paper to trace the films.

haha boring boring yah.

den. the med onco ones come. those are the headache ones. the days ones signed. then must cancel them off the days board. in red ink. and check. then advanced check. to check. arrange fbcs/blood tests in a pile and punch hole and fasten, arrange cts, arrange histos, stapler more conitnuation sheets, check for cts before. and shove them into c/s

then slot them all into the trolleys by date and by last two numbers of ic.

these ar ethings i do when the doctor i run has no patients.
usually that will be at the beg and end of the day. or on WEDS and FRI especially.

preparing the room.
computer different systems password and usernames. lists, dr's forms, stamp, calculator, chemo chop, login mcr queue system, curtains, stethoscope, chairs, foot stool,

when the first patient comes.
cancel off list, stamp dr's name, tick class status, write dr's name on appt card, trace blood test results, prepare forms, chemo related stamps. call dr if maybe ard 3 patients arrive. dr comes, calls press queue number, opens door smile, welcome patient. stone. draw curtain go in chaperone, undress pt unbuckle bra strap doctor examines. im very bad at assisiting dr's doing pap smears cause its just a bit weird. and draw curtains, fold up couch paper, look very pro. look at dr's notes, see tcu date, blood tests, chemo.
ac adriomycin whatever is half hour for ca breasts.
oxaliplating with the calcium and mg trials.
folfox, xelox, folfiri, carboplatin, herceptin/anzatax/paclitaxel need premed and fbc 3 weekly, zometa is the bone thing, pamidronte also, group and cross match 48 hours before blood transfusion, prebooking must have tcu time first. annie and saro.
let dr sign the charge form stickers chop. prescription
ct scans to b2 to make appointments. blood tests on same day chemo related?

ah boring.
but what ive been doing for 4 months.

for radiation doctors i have to check the scope this 15000 dollar thing that they warn yu about the first week but after that no one really cares cause yu realize its quite hard to damage it.

im sleepy. hahaha
okae kl here i come in 6 hours.

love rah

Saturday, May 06, 2006


there we go.
it just happened sister teow came to visit and they took pictures fo rher. so i took one to prepare for my departure in two days.
haha

im a new geraldean fan. good stuff.
this is the nice song of the week.
解脱
爱是不夜城 回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾 我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人 越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨 阳光替房间开了灯

想 若结局一样 又何苦再想
伤 若让人成长 我为什么怕分手的伤

解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手 你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后 找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦 想

像结局一样 又何苦再想
伤 若让人成长 我为什么怕分手的伤

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我

解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手 你有自由走我有自由好好过
解脱是懂擦干泪看以后 找个新方向往前走
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Friday, May 05, 2006


i see why wumeiniang was so freaking annoyed when lijunxian pretends he's dead. for both of their good or so he thinks.
its such a retarded way of ending things.
and its so. humbug behavior.
and who gives yu the right to decide yu shud end it like that.
just by pretending yu dont exist.
and that everything is solved just by declaring yu're dead.
yu play too many war games.
gah.

love rah

Tuesday, May 02, 2006


woo i found a way to burn down the vcds super happy. the show is very good. must use this computer my mom's which has two disc drives and completely copy haha

and cause its so slow i cant surf the net so ive resorted to typing out an entry for the eventful day.

dentistry interview was O_O
hmm. strange. the very first thing this prof said when i entered
"so did yu take very long to decide what to wear?"
and it wasn't like a long walk in so much so they could completely see me walk in. it was the door is less than one metre from the chair to sit down on, and the table where they were sitting right in front of the chair. so technically uh hmm.
anyway then i was like "uh no i wore this to my other interview..
den he was like oh.. "my wife usually takes very long to decide what to wear, so i was just wondering.. yu know. women."
(deftly leaving out the medicine)"
and "uh. is anything wrong?"
"oh no no nothing is wrong, ya no i mean its fine don have to wear like blue or white - pointing to the other interviewres in the room"
haha O_o what?

anyway
i think i hope. he was just trying to be friendly haha.

anyway i thought it went fine. i actually started to dare to think i had some sort of a chance until.
uh they started grilling me about why not a nurse but a dentist.
and they wouldnt accept the answer i gave them. so it was plenty of uh err ees ahhhs and ya i think the whole thing just bascially crumbled from thence on.

hahaha ANYWAY.

we'll see.

then i met chan and jo and we went boxing hahaha
our usual raphsody with delighting moments me and jo mostly entertaining outselves very well. when chan actually had some impression of the chinese song that was playing hahaha
we'd make great fans. and air conditioners. haa.
we found a new project to harmonize hahahaha this yu light up my life song. 4 word chinese name which i dunno what. where there is hardly any harmony actually.

and we discovered chan is a closet para para expert. and we prompty dragged her to the para para at the arcade and donated one dollar for her to uh generally make a fool of herself. hahahaha.
WELL. at least her name is stuck there "CHAN" grade F. hahahaha stage 0
lol it was a short lived embarrassment.
den we played shooting after jo left and my gun was faulty but me and chan didnt really make it very far hahaha.

subway date was good. savouring every bit. and just talking and talking. and talking and talking. life now and life 5 years ago and life 5 years later. the art of crying impropmtu, the good old days, lip reading, marriage, 2 corinthians, registrars, house officers, uk and us, army life

its been a while since ive had such a long talk with good company.
and im done with 3 discs! about 10 more to go. this will take forever. =(

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anyway. here's a random list of the 3 main reasons why people in gu zhuang xis cry.

1. the "overkilled (pun!) dying scene with the dont leave me alone for the rest of my life pls" kind
2. the "why yu love her dont love me im going to kill myself" kind
3. the "im sorry i have to kill yu my best friend cause yu're evil" kind

so senseless.
but i like hahahaha

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