fruit flies like a banana.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

because ther was telling me about her being pro at getting into a pro dance club. i told her about my day and since i spent a while typing it out i thought i might as well just copy and paste and edit some parts into here to save the trouble.

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let me tell yu about my day.

today i made a terrible blunder at the game this morning for nus and that caused the team a goal. i almost caught a high ball, missed it and it dropped into the goal from the top. really bad.
i dun remember much but it was a like super. heart wrenching moment. boo
ya and because of that goal the score was like 2-1 to us DOWN. really bad scenario i felt totally like crying. ya and my dad was watching cause he fetched me all the way to tampines from church and so to save fuel he stayed to watched so we could go home together. i think it was partially that. his presence in stark white behind the goalpost and arriving 10 minutes before the game started - it wasnt the best of days.
hai ya but anyway the moment it dropped like just .. a few cm behind the border of the goalpost. but still very obviously in. i felt like . undescribable. really bad.

but anyway. everyone was quite okay with it. even tho that meant we were behind by 1 goal. and bin bin and jannah my senior keepers were really encouraging at the sides. i slightly remember motioning a hand and offering a very succint sorry. and they were like no nevermind its ok its ok focus and ya that helped a lot i dunno why but it calmed me down.

ah well. then finally the first period was over and we were talking and wah i totally felt miserable. just sat there thinking. and stoning and praying very hard for God to help me calm down and just help me.

then the second period came and there were so many good chances to score but we never converted and i was really worried and nervous it was a really bad feeling. but the finally shen scored a super nice goal and i was like O_O super elated and went to her muttering thank yu. thank yu. and for some reason the rest of the team came around me to celebrate - im not sure if it was cause hc said celebrate the next goal with me or was it cause of a good save cause thats what they kept saying. but that was really like. some form of redemption.

then apparently after that the second and third game, according to the wise words of hc - the coach, i made many good saves (they were really quite good i think - thank God haha like even after i hit the ball i was left reeling and thanking God) and then he said he was very happy that i focussed well after the terrible mistake. picking up and just keep going. sth about second chances and grabbing them etc etc.

very emotional game - in the end we hit a goal galore windfall cause i think after the deficit grew, the other team gave up a bit and the final score was 10-2. hc gave me a round of applause twice, once after the second period and another time after the team debrief - didnt know the best way to react but just to smile it away but i was really relieved
it was a very intensive 3 periods i wont forget this match for a long time as well man.

on another note.
i had a 3 hour skype session with my dearest friends who were in london over the last few days
ren jo and chan my darlings. hai but the rubbish technology tehere got no VIDEO. so they bascially spent 3 hours staring at me while i just listened to them banter. the them. being jo's THREEE words of sth sth "hi rah, goodnight" and she was dead to the world and then ren also with her usual banter and then she could tahan anymore and finally chan who survived very long the ultimate winner she talked until 6 am her time amazing she'll make a good houseman. house - woman haha

and then later that day we skyped again, this time only jo and chan. and they harmonized over skype. and it sounded very good. i really miss harmonizing. and their voices. baa and they both cannot do the duets properly without me hahaha cause they both usually sing the higher ones and they kept mixing it up.

and johnny i had a 4 hour kbox session with him the day before the day before that
his voice is the ultimate best lah. i love his voice so full of emotion haha
ive yet to find another GUY who can sing chinese songs IN TUNE.. not to mention emotion.

im at macs now. its 12:43 am
theres this lady who has been pacing about the macs area for 2 hours already. its quite disturbing.

i feel so full of pfa love. FRIENDS. i really miss yu all. hai =(

love rah